This tweet is personal view of Benyamin, not his employeer or other organization
I'm tired...
I learn to face the reality and go with it. Whatever it's, I tried my best, and plan then execute the best!
God Please help... Bless my work, my wisdom, my capabilities and take over my life.
Project dispute and rework. What kind of circus is this.. Man..
Let us grind in 2026! Yehaww
To do this, I must accept who I am, where I am. It sure would be nice if I were to start a fitness program in better shape than I currently am, but that’s only a dream. If I want to change, I have to accept reality. I need to start where I am.
And if you want to change — if you want to master your money, your health, your relationships, your career — you too must start where you are.
https://www.getrichslowly.org/start-where-you-are/
DI LUAR TUHAN, SEGALA SESUATU HANYALAH SEPINTAS
KILASAN KETAKBERMAKNAAN.-ALFRED NORTH WHITEHEAD
- RenunganHarian.net
Terima kasih Tuhan, selalu menghardik dan mengingatkan
Ben. You need to get over it! Life is long, just left the heavy baggage behind.
Berharap tapi tidak kecewa. Berjuang walau tahu bukan target tetapi hidup penuh perjuangan.
Be grateful for everything. I'm grateful for anything! Thanks God for giving me comfort and strength.
Jakarta food is quite expensive..
To be honest, I'm tired... Tired of not able to win...
I will be honest, working with Brave search is tempting... 😂 I can delete result I don't want to see from my results!
Price hike is crazy everywhere.. Even streaming service become very very expensive...
Tidak peduli seberapa keras kita harus berjuang, Tuhan mau kita patuh kepada-Nya. Tanpa perbantahan, pantang menyerah, dan putus asa. Mungkin, kita diperhadapkan dengan panggilan yang sulit, melelahkan, bahkan menantang bahaya.
EBL/www.renunganharian.net
Thanks for the reminder...
microsoft-edge-stable x86_64 138.0.3351.121-1 packag 596.3 MiB replacing microsoft-edge-stable x86_64 138.0.3351.109-1 packag 596.3 MiB
Sebelum bangsa Israel berangkat menduduki tanah Kanaan, Musa, sang pemimpin, memberikan wejangan dikarenakan hatinya mencemaskan jika ke depannya mereka berubah setia kepada Tuhan. Menarik, alasan kecemasan justru berupa kemakmuran!
Musa menasihatkan bangsa itu agar tidak melupakan Tuhan ketika mereka makan kenyang, mendiami rumah-rumah yang indah, mempunyai hewan ternak, serta harta kekayaan lainnya dengan semakin melimpah (ay. 11-13). Musa menyadari kemakmuran berpotensi memunculkan tinggi hati, dan hal itu dapat membuat mereka pergi meninggalkan Tuhan (ay. 14).
--LIN/www.renunganharian.net
Sangat mengingatkan akan kehidupan...
https://alkitab.mobi/renungan/rh/2025/07/20/
Well Well, my life with Windows is sad..
Need reboot because of memory leaks... Windows always be Windows..
see here
When it comes to matters of feeling, it can be difficult to make judgments and may require a significant amount of time to understand.
Happy Indonésia Independence day!
Kesulitan itu sebenarnya berkat dan pendorong yang sehat. Mengapa? Karena bila tidak ada kesulitan, tidak ada keberhasilan. Tidak ada kesulitan mendapatkan sesuatu maka kita tidak menghargainya setelah didapat.
https://alkitab.mobi/renungan/rh/2024/08/11/
Markus 4:18-20 (AYT)
18 Dan, benih-benih lainnya adalah yang ditabur di tengah-tengah semak duri. Mereka mendengar firman,
19 tetapi kekhawatiran akan dunia, dan penipuan akan kekayaan, dan keinginan akan hal-hal lain masuk dan menghimpit firman sehingga membuatnya tidak berbuah.
20 Namun, benih-benih yang ditabur di tanah yang baik, mereka mendengar firman, menerimanya, dan menghasilkan buah, tiga puluh kali lipat, enam puluh kali lipat, dan seratus kali lipat.”
Well... Well...
I felt tired... but even after taking rest, I still felt tired.. haiyah...
When you always got problem with ASUS whevener you go... Custom Uefi loader... What kind of sorcery ASUS trying to pull here... Haiyah..
Today I learn that I can't go inside the train even before 10 minutes of departing. The key is we must arrive early... welll I still drive motorcycle about 100km between cities... I hope this is a very very lesson learned for me.... that I need to arrive early!
Wah.... Noodles with vegetables, some pepper, fish sauce, only with boiled, felt great!
Never felt like this before!
I'm quite impressed by the kdenlive ability on VAAPI libs....
I wonder if I have AMD Device with VAAPI.... It makes me very very curious....
Wow... Hmm... axioo? hmm..
Someone once told me "comments should explain why something is happening, not what is happening" and that stuck with me. - u/the_bananalord
Hem.. another platform to lend..
I felt the more stressful I'm, the more I lean to comedy.. My Humor already on the ground...
Company isn't family, never discuss thing about private matter even political view in the office..
I'm curious why I did it... I think I'm lack of normal way of thinking. And I'm crazy. 😂
Kepalaku panas... 😂
Bing Deep Search.. Hmm...
My ASUS A43SV Fan busted again.... Sad... * need to go back to my home town to take my sparepart :/
Everything always comes to an end...
It's netavark again... aiyah.. I'm forget since Podman 3.4 and now Podman 4.6, dns only works using netavark Backend!
Bug bug bug.. Seeing a lot of bug bug bug...
I'm having hard time. And I'm honestly confused with NonFactors.Grid.MVC6.... Ugh
Why the holiday felt fast... come on...
Bible is the only weapon I have. I will use it to the fullest. GOD is my shield, and my strength! Hallelujah!
I will be honest, playing games on Arcade especially like Trans studio felt like being scammed. Nest time I won't play at trans studio again... What a nightmare
早上好！今天我去公司工作
今天我学中文。中文是很难学。我要厉害读汉子。
I fuck tup the calculation... I fix it, I hope I don't do same mistake twice...
The problem is... Portlet MVC 4 with DXP 7.3.7 only works with V5.2, and V5.1 is broken zzz
And he forget to top up again.. Haiyah..
Nasi emang membuat gendut. Haha..
I will be honest. I'm quite disappointed and enraged with the development. It sucks so much
Well.. The challenge begin... God Bless me... 🙏
RIP XPERIA XZ Premium... 4 years, and dead...
I'm curious why Sedap Instant Noodle doesn't break apart when boiled more than 5 minute. Different with what Indomie does. Broken after 5 minute. Does that mean it's much more dangerous?
So now I know, if angular has multiple module, and I put provider on the child module, it will be different singleton instance, so I only need to inject/set the provider once on the app.module.ts, so it will be only one singleton class throughout it's lifetime... Thanks stackoverflow... haha...
Wow... just writting test take about half day... what the...
Angular sure different, but this on different level..
I'm fully sold by bing!
really.. nowdays I bing everything.. Never touch Google for half a year already.
I made problem today... I made problem today... But I hope it end up good for everyone...
browser.urlbar.quickactions.enabled
This, this frustration feeling, sucks
I will be honest. It's suck to have Spotify on My XPERIA. It keep removing data from my SD Card to my internal memory.. Ugh...
SO SQL SERVER REPLICATION Works... I will write some notes for it. The docs is really helpful, just not friendly for linux user like me After long time never set it up, it works. I'm glad my ability not rusted, so... I'm able to sync... Linux SQL Server and Windows SQL Server. YAAYYY!
So... I think my A43SV can still be use for near future I guess? 5 more years?
I fuck it up. it's sad tho... I hope a better job :')
Air Film 2023 is fun... Matt Damon... man....! That's great.... Thanks to Nike...
So.. this config page edge://settings/sidebar/appSettings is the page that... allow Bing AI to see the page?
https://addons.mozilla.org/en-US/firefox/addon/bing-chat-for-all-browsers/
Sad that we need this ind of addons to be able to access bing chat.
Finally, I also use thunderbird with app menu.. All hail global menu!
I just know that Google Docs now also take space... Luckily I already has O365.. Seems paying for service is inevitable in the end... ah... Google Docs...
Information poisoning, keracunan informasi.. haiyah..
Firefox... AH, this realy helps.... The distrobox... :')
XFCE is so sweet... aaa... I can't live without it :')
I really love it...
welll it's simple just
intremap=off, and it fix all the things that broken on the kernel 6.2.x for intel GPU... especially for Thinkpad X220
AHCI IDE AHCI IDE.. aargghhh.. more works..
Ugh kernel 6.2.7 and 6.2.8 can't run on X220... :/
Ugh,,, Work... WORK
https://copr.fedorainfracloud.org/coprs/rpmsoftwaremanagement/dnf5-unstable/ WOW, I can test it... using copr... sudo dnf5 upgrade, is blazing fast on old 2gen intel CPU...
Open Source and Open Technology seems full of surprise!
I felt like a hypocrite... God please.. Take me out from my condition now...
Hmm.. zoom whiteboard... it's interesting and useful! At least a alternative for MS Whiteboard on Linux I guess
Aish... I used to use shift+esc in libre office, suddenly forgot that in Eclipse/Dbeaver it mapped to ctrl+3, I tried to find the find actions... but ends up with search in file :/.... Is this mean I growing old? hmm...
As simple as running genisoimage, haish.. why doesn't it put on Fedora Docs..
Everyone is free to evaluate/judge other people, also like other people to judge us, so... well..
I just enabling redis... so redis port is 6379 and 16379 hmm... interesting... Podman enable them all..
I will be honest, nowdays LibreOffice can support my need for everything. I really grateful for it!
xfdesktop -W, soooo damn useful! XFCE is AWESOME!
I'm fucked today. My phone is broken... so sad... bye bye.. phone..
Dan Walsh is the best! https://www.redhat.com/sysadmin/podman-inside-container Thank you Mr. Walsh!
Ouch, I lost some of my bookmark tag...
I'm impressed with GNS3... really..
I never know that Lancar - Iwan Fals is a great song! WOW!
I will say... Code Industries Master PDF Editor is really-really useful! Thank You master PDF!
This world will never be good to anyone that act weak..
Seems old computer used for new computing, will kept being like this for more than one decade ahead... ahhh
https://youtube.com/clip/Ugkx-RtHW3YfButbJivrAy0iIaTQPu53bGpJ Well... Video lama...
Upah dosa adalah maut...
Tapi saya... masih jatuh dalam dosa... :/
My First time building XFCE desktop manager... Felt so CRAZY HAPPYY!
Welp, FLATPAK SAVED ME! My Spotify isn't gone!
So turning off sound each hour is SKMEI is simple.. go to alarm.. and push the top right button.. then the bottom right button. done... magic!
Sigh... everything is wrong with Windows. aaaaa
I will be honest, I still need chromium web browser in some way..
Upgraded successfully to Fedora 37!
This really killing me... ughh *bleh
I already say it. So let it be...
I know everyone now using wayland.. but Xorg still king and works well.. I found gems here https://askubuntu.com/a/377944/784420
Hah work.. Hah need money!
Wow, cockpit terminal is damn good!
Kept accumulating money... BUY THE BEST COMPUTER next 2 years!
I would say... fuck everything.... :/
In Indonesia, when you become a lecturer or teacher or professor, keep in mind, you need side job to survive
The cough really really.. :/ I want to healthy...
https://forums.linuxmint.com/viewtopic.php?p=2134731&sid=ddb03ecf22789c34215d84cc22c9e564#p2134731 This remove gtk/gnome shadow.. at least using CSS it can be disabled... thank GOD!
I'm a hypocrite I guess... argh...
I still get.... Penalty for... My late payment.. arghh...
I think Container tech is hard? Or the way I introduce it to them is, too damn soon?
WINE 7.19 on Fedora 36 is quite stable enough for m, just PlayOnLinux is... Horrible in maintaining WINE Version
I will be honest, 2 weeks fully using Linux, it really helpful for me, and I see Firefox in new light, as MS always bloating Firefox in Windows.. like... they do it to reduce the competition.
I felt exhausted even after doing all those jobs... hm.. and after taking short vacation... hah...
https://www.reddit.com/r/Fedora/comments/y43c4x/problem_with_l2tp_vpn_after_upgrading_to_fedora_37/?ref=share&ref_source=link Hah... IPSec detection broken... Need to wait for new OS Updates... sad...
gClickAndHoldListenersOnElement._openMenu(document.getElementById("tabs-newtab-button")); Well well...
Kalau sakit itu... luar biasa... dah lama ga sakit, sekali sakit, luar biasa..
https://www.spice-space.org/seamless-applications.html , Then https://gitlab.freedesktop.org/spice/spice/-/issues/15 , I really wondering.. will it be ever achieved
so everything voidtools can be replaced by fsearch on linux. well well
What a crazy ride! In the end the FN+space work on X220 in Fedora 36! THANK GOD
dos2unix really a life saver!
One week using linux, Hmm. it's okay, just the laptop battery start to broken down... sadly...
YEAH! In the end I can install fedora for works! FINALLY!
Live without adblock is really damn hard, whether it's from the DNS, the web browser, even on anything.. come on man... LET US SEE THE WORLD WITHOUT ADS!
I really hate windows 10 to the bone tbf... WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS MICROSOFT! COME ON
So Postgree 14 is still working on Windows 7 in 2022, why they don't even list it on their website, ugh...
Hah... I hate MS Edge, but at same time, I like their memory management, what kind of person I'm..
FOR THE LOVE OF GOD! PLEASE REDUCE THE POWER DRAW!
I really hate windows 10 performance on saving battery. suck a dick move...
a good webpage is a webpage that still works even the js is disabled.
Pujilah Tuhan, Pujilah namanya, Luhurkanlah, muliakanlah, puji Tuhan, Puji namanya
Money money, life for money. life is for money... aaaa
Well, I job done! Moving the domain now!
https://github.com/git/git/commit/8959555cee7ec045958f9b6dd62e541affb7e7d9 So dubious ownership? Hmm.. I see.. \Everyone on MMC/SD Card can led to this problem. Thank you git (in security part)
Right software for right devices. hahaha.. *so sad...
Everything is fast enough
Haiyah.. problematic leh..
Eclipse+DBeaver or Navicat.. It's a hard question tbh...
So fuck tup... Microsoft fuck me up once more.. sad lah...
Short short short short....
Loyalty and Stupidity is quite near I guess
My password.. ugh... leaked.. shit..
Paradigma berubah... semua harus berkembang.. mahasiswa harus berkembang... harus jadi dan berhasil...
Hmm, seems MAK key doesn't work after the agreement expired. Even there are seat left, sad lah..
I felt that nowdays website service is pretty bad, client side rendering, slow rendering, ugh...
I done sin again. come on...
https://github.com/jerryn70/GoodbyeAds/issues/309 Well well. instagram done shit to their service. I stop using their service!
SAYA LULUS! LUAR BIASA! TUHAN BAIK!
Wish me luck! I tried my best! Let GOD do the rest. Amen.
Too humid... is that even a statement?
Quite pricey... Michelin Tire... 450k IDR for a Tire... uhmm.. Okay
Ugh... I felt nauseous....
I have tried my best, let GOD do the rest!
My Body goes down.. I can't work on it.. Fuck....
Perfectly Imperfect - WABI SABI Well This isn't Christian Value, but... it answer the question, pretty much.
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=iuYlGRnC7J8 Good one, I will look into it further. Thank you HBS
When reality hit me hard... I can't even talk and confront it anymore...
Go big or Go Home My Company : Go Home
U-h.. Skenario cuman.. Sedikit? Hmm.. Pokok lulus Tuhan..
Nobody Ever Gets Credit for Fixing Problems that Never Happened: CREATING AND SUSTAINING PROCESS IMPROVEMENT https://web.mit.edu/nelsonr/www/Repenning=Sterman_CMR_su01_.pdf Good paper
Wasting time lah.. You put this shit on us...
MANUSIA, YANG TERBATAS, TAK MUNGKIN MEMAHAMI YANG TAK TERBATAS, APALAGI DENGAN TUNTAS DAN PARIPURNA. -- https://alkitab.mobi/renungan/rh/2022/07/05
“An insurance is a fellow who lends you his umbrella when the sun is shining, but wants it back the minute it begins to rain.” - mark twain
Under pressure... so much pressure...
Ugh, spinning head.. I just want to break free...
I'm quite surprised! YORI CMD WORKS on XP! WowowowowowowowowW!
When I hold X240 again. it felt really fragile... It felt scary to hold one... I really satisfied with my decision to downgrade to more old generation : X220!
I will be honest with all of people. Command Prompt aka CMD still faster in many way than Powershell.. I have hard time to run powershell to the fullest because of it.. (read: powershell slowwww)
A little progress. YAY! Thanks God!
well, focus ben focus!
Why I always.... worried of everything...
What a day.... Ahhhh
Mental block or just simple absurdity?
Under pressure... Under pressure... Ughh.. Tesissss
Life is good, life a good life
Diving into file stream. Huh..
Life is never flat? Whatever life throws at you, deal with it.
Tekanan Batin.. Sungguh menyedihkan... Tesis lulus. Amin!
Sidang tesis Oh sidang tesis..
Ga ada yang sempurna, tapi kita berusaha agar menjadi lebih baik. Well ini sih mencoba tweet pakai php+HTML haha..
Testing another post via WebGUI
Seems PHP still needed to post simple tweet to HTML. Ah..
Just being honest, it's hard to move all my tweet here, but the bright side is, I can write tweet via old Celeron laptop using SSH. ah... not bad.
Late payment 75k..shit..arghhh..
Ugh, Windows Defender slowing down windows update installer... what are they doin.. ahhhh
Do I make mistake? How to grow more and more? God Guide me please...
Want to grow? Learn everyday! Even it's simple learning, ti will help you grow exponentially
Well,resturecting old keyboard, sadly the space button is broken tho... :/
Web has become so bloated, too much JS everywhere killing old devices... :') and no good devices that's having a great keyboard like thinkpad
Putus putus network nya aish %-}
KEEP WORKING! YEAHHHH! NEVER STOP! STAY STRONG!
KOK YA ADA ORANG PARKIR DI TENGAH JALAN GA ADA LAMPU LAGI. HAMPIR KETABRAK PAK
So fuck tup tbh seeing M-Tech Indonesia selling butshit everywhere, like.. dude, is that even legal?
Happy New Year FOLKS!
TBH at some level, I felt I'm scum indeed...
First time I'm having Gold bar.. Hopefully it will accumulate fast. Amen...
Indihome emang bermasalah https://www.reddit.com/r/indonesia/comments/ritnjm/internet_cepat_buat_apa/
Kerja, tik tok tik tok, waktu terus berjalan
Well, Whatsapp BETA really help me when I forgot to bring my smartphone... SMARTPHONE ADDICTION IS CANCER!
Being picky about something, sometimes save you more hazzle than it should
This is so sad... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sn_BfMJfhYQ We can't choose where we come from.. but... May God Bless Him...
This feeling is sucks!
Well, I must prepare my own sekoci.. This is madness tbh...
Actually using CMD is actually faster in some cases. Gotcha!
You don't need tab grouping, but tab bookmark!
Not everyone will agree with you so yeah, don't just stay behind and stop, go, go beyond!
Is this called numbness? Dikatain tapi ga kerasa?
I will be honest, OneDrive really surprise me with the history of the file, it does help tp recover broken/corrupt file. What a saver.
Time to ripe! I MUST GROW!
sometimes people doesn't need anybullshit comment. I must keep it for myself.
FOCUS, FOCUS, FOCUS!
Now I know how to kept streaming youtube and keep my computer battery longer than it should. MPV Player+ytdl! Download Here
Ga pernah di dalam waktu lampau ada pemadaman, sekarang pemadaman ada lagi.. hadeh..
I will be honest with everyone, It's hard tbh to stop relying in google services. As Academia, I use Forms, Sheet, etc... like... aaaaaa
I felt lost to myself... Oh... God...
At some point I just want to say. Fv<k Chr0me!
X220 Thinkpad still a legend. Today mid term exam, tomorrow International Conference. Wish me Luck 😁
Why do I felt I said anything as needed and he is mad, what is the problem tho...
OH WOW, ssh -t user@host command can run command... wow...
Does kaskus.co.id really dead? Why people thriving in reddit tho?
AHHHH Real reason of Trackpoint usageee!!!! Awesome!! https://www.reddit.com/r/thinkpad/comments/q7hhcu/the_real_reason_for_the_trackpoint/
STOP being a trasher! Re-use old computer, save the planet!
This really scare me... sooo much... https://www.reddit.com/r/indonesia/comments/q76y6c/di_smack_down_sampai_seizure_sumber_nuice_media/ at first probably we will say, ah aman, ketika kejadian gini... menakutkan cui...
Well this drive me crazy, writting, reading data, reading model that I don't even understand at all.. is that even needed.... I really want to learn more... but is this really my capacity... Oh God...
I felt that I'm Crazy dude...
I just felt like a jerk. I want to do best, but I couldn't even with fast resources... 😭
https://invidious-jp.kavin.rocks/watch?v=qyONOL3gVb0 <- Are they crazy or what, why people still doing this nowdays... ughh.. May God bless them...
There are something that's wrong inside my head... hmm...
Well, using template.txt and some simple text editor as simple Tweeting tools is awesome tbh. At least doesn't need any crazy application or other things on disposal
This is my first tweet here, well it's a good usage of my server as HTML tweet server